🌻 My Life After 12th – From School Uniform to Coding Bugs 🧑‍💻

 

Hello Internet People!

Let me take you on a little ride – my life after 12th class. I never thought I’d write something like this, but here I am. Maybe someone out there will read this and feel the same. Maybe someone will just laugh. Both are fine. I just want people to know – I also exist. 😄


🎓 Life After 12th – The Big Jump

The day I finished my 12th class, I thought I was now an adult. I had dreams – some were mine, some were borrowed from relatives, neighbors, Sharma aunty, and every WhatsApp uncle who thinks computer science is "scope wala subject."

I got into a college. A decent one. Computer Science Engineering. It sounds cool, right? Believe me, it only sounds cool.

😶 First Year – Where Am I?

The first year is over now. But let me rewind a bit.

Day 1: I walked into college like a hero. New clothes. New bag. New notebook (I actually thought I’ll take notes 😅).
By the end of the week: No friends, no clue, and 5 assignments already pending.

I thought college would be like those Bollywood movies – friends, fun, freedom.
Reality: Sitting alone in the cafeteria, pretending to scroll my phone so no one sees I have nobody to talk to.

🧑‍💻 Computer Science – My New Friend and Enemy

I thought being a CS student meant I’d build apps, crack codes, maybe hack NASA (just kidding… or not 😜).
What I really do: fight with C++, cry with Python, and ask Google “how to print Hello World”.

Sometimes I stare at my laptop like it betrayed me. But I still open it again the next day. Because somewhere, I still have hope.

😔 Feeling Alone – The Part Nobody Talks About

Here’s the truth: I feel alone. A lot.

It’s not like I don’t talk to people. But sometimes, even in a crowd, I feel invisible.
I smile in front of everyone. But inside? I just want someone to ask, “Hey, how are you really doing?”

That’s why I’m writing this. So if you’re reading, and you’ve ever felt like nobody sees you – I see you. And we’re not alone.


😄 But Life Isn’t All Sad – There Are Funny Bits Too!

1.Once I submitted an assignment meant for Mechanical Engineering because I copied from the wrong WhatsApp group.

2.One time I said “I love coding” in class and my laptop froze on the spot. Even my computer knew I was lying.

3.Hostel food? Let’s just say, if I survive 4 years of this, I can survive anything in life.



💬 So… Why Did I Write This?

Because maybe, somewhere, there’s another student sitting alone in their room, thinking they’re the only one feeling like this.
You’re not. I’m here too. We’re awkward, quiet, overthinking, introvert-but-kind-of-funny people – and we matter.

Let’s not try to be perfect. Let’s just be real.

If you relate, smile. If not, still smile – because you read till the end, and that means you cared a little.

From: A lonely, slightly funny, trying-his-best, CSE student.
To: You.

Let’s meet again – maybe not in real life, but here, in words.

❤️

                                                                      By:- ennomaru


i am a late teenage boy and a college student

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