Reviving My Spirit

 Hi ! everyone who's reading this.

I recently got little inspiration or you can say a emotion that comes when you compare yourself with other.

let's start from my little intro: i am late teenage boy and write now i am college student  and recently i had my first year exam and today i got my result i got 7.88CGP but some classmate those i like they much get CGP more than me there was one classmate who always bragging about themself and he got 9+CGP write know i feeling very low but i really studied hard i think not sort-out of this I didn’t tell my CGP to my parents because they not feel good about that . they may be yell at me or giving me some other boy or girl example like someone's child get 9+CGP and you can't . 

Instead of consoling me they make me down this happen also because my elder sisters are Very smart or intelligent 💡they all have great job with good package and i am the only one who doesn’t have job or not very good at academics as they are .

So, main point is i tried very hard nobody see that they just want high exceptions result because of that the inner self of myself just breaking down a little 

But, now i promise my self that i not taking them seriously and working hard more as before .

May be one day they see me as equal to other instead of other children may be they give my example to other . 

                                                                                                                              By: ennomaru